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That is a good place to start, just so I know where do you work and what do you do there? Sometimes a job can be your X-Factor the thing that is dragging you down, and it gets even worse when you are already in a negative state of mind. I mean I hate my job right now, I am living pay check to pay check with it but I know that I gotta have it so I keep going to it. As soon as something better comes along I will be moving on to something else. Taking a week off and planning to do things you love is a great idea, try every day to not stay in bed and mope, get out and enjoy your hobbies and if that isn’t working call up a friend, and hell if nobody is available get online and play some games with us, anything to keep from having to be alone and letting the silence and sadness take over.
lockEm said:
Bitey said:
As for the girl, don’t feel like it is over, in a year she might dump that guy, keep being you, because odds are she likes you for who you are, this desperate *edited* of trying to kill yourself doesn’t look good to her, it looks just like what it is, desperate. You can still salvage your situation by being confident in you and finding the niche for your life that you need to express that. Although some girls have the “I need to fix you” syndrome, not all girls do, so if she has the choice between depressed suicidal boy and the other guy I think the choice is easy to make. Anyways, *edited* your friend for *edited* blocking you, that ain’t right, but you can’t dwell on that, have to move on and forward. Jealousy isn’t attractive, neither are the other traits you’re displaying right now.Well the thing about her is, she only dated my friend for a month lul, but when I was away from school she dated and *edited*ed a bunch of dudes I went to high school with. I know how pathetic I may seem, but that *edited* hurts. It still bothers me, but I’m mostly passed that now. I’m not as concerned about the original causes anymore. I just feel miserable all the time for no apparent reason anymore. I’d be lying if I said I’m 100% over that girl/friend, but whatever. It doesn’t bother me as much as it used to. She’s single, but we don’t really talk that much anymore. Maybe hang out once a week. I ruined my friendship with my best friend by being a jealous/depressed retard. Maybe one day we can be friends again. I’m not even concerned about money/school right now. Some days I feel okay, but most of the time theres just this horrible sadness that haunts me and I can’t figure out why. I really think I’ve made good progress past the original causes (school, money, girls, stressing about the future), but I still feel terrible, if not worse.
I understand, it is good that you have gotten past those things, but getting past them is just the first step, you may always feel sad, but the point is to push past the sadness and find something that makes you feel happy, this is a big world, if you can’t find one thing in it that makes you happy, then yeah I dunno how you lived 22 years lol. But with all seriousness, you at least know there are people that care about you, whether it be tough love or understanding love, it is love all the same, it is someone taking time out of their day to chat with you about this. Every day will be a fight, and is a fight for most people. I really think that for you that you need to really find something as a hobby that you really enjoy, spend most of your time doing that, and it will most likely envelope the sadness and eventually make it come less often and be easier to deal with. It is just an idea and it may not work because I am not doctor, but it is what worked for me and so that is the best advice I can give you.
Rocket Rob said:
NuRayZ said:
if obama checked her out then sarkozy totally eye raped her. Who could blame them though, she’s pretty hot.
she is a lot hotter going than coming
Hey at least you know you have some kind of support group here. I think like a lot of people have already said that you know what problems you are struggling with, you said them pretty clearly in your first post and you need to deal with/face those problems to over come your sadness and depression. Right now you can’t see the forest for the trees. You can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel because you are too focused on the darkness within.
I have struggled with depression and suicide thoughts, I never acted on them, because to me suicide is the single most selfish act there is on this planet. When I dealt with depression and those thoughts it was right after my girlfriend of four years had broken up with me. I played WoW for 7 days straight without sleep, on the 8th day my friend made me get out of my room and go get food, while there I asked some random douche to give me his quest because he had a gold exclamation point above his head. Yes my friends I was hallucinating because of lack of sleep, once I figured out what had happened, I finished my food, went back to my dorm and slept for the next 3 days. Before I went to bed I vowed to have a new lease on life when I woke up. I mulled it over while sleeping and I finally came to the realization that I did want to live, that I was tired of being depressed and that I would make the most of every day.
Not everyone will be the same, but one thing that I find is the same is the our minds are very powerful things, if we choose to do something and put our will power into it, most of the time it will get done. Same thing with depression you have to want to be done with it, you have to want to live, and you have to have the will power to get up every day and give it another go. I think everyone deals with varying levels of stress/depression about the future, money, love, etc. I had a mini-panic attack about money when I started adding up all the payments I would have to deal with when I graduated college, then I got a job and it all made sense, I don’t think in life we are ever given anything that we can’t handle.
I try to always live in the moment, we have too many things going on in every moment of our lives to stress about the future and the past. We can’t change what has already happened and we can only prepare for the future, it doesn’t mean we have to live in it!
Carpe Diem brother, stop fretting over the future and the past and live in the moment.
As for the girl, don’t feel like it is over, in a year she might dump that guy, keep being you, because odds are she likes you for who you are, this desperate *edited* of trying to kill yourself doesn’t look good to her, it looks just like what it is, desperate. You can still salvage your situation by being confident in you and finding the niche for your life that you need to express that. Although some girls have the “I need to fix you” syndrome, not all girls do, so if she has the choice between depressed suicidal boy and the other guy I think the choice is easy to make. Anyways, *edited* your friend for *edited* blocking you, that ain’t right, but you can’t dwell on that, have to move on and forward. Jealousy isn’t attractive, neither are the other traits you’re displaying right now.
TL;DR?
Carpe Diem, quit being a bee boo bee boo, find a new lease on life, live in the moment instead of the past and future.
Sillies there is a different between drum captain and drum major, the drum captain leads the drumline. Where the drum major is like a conductor for the entire band.
I misspoke though, I was just despised by the popular kids of my class, other than that I was well-known throughout the school, I mean I was drum captain, and this was during the time that Drumline was a big deal. I got to start all the great beats at the football games, so yeah, honestly I think the popular kids were just jealous heh, cause I did what I want. MasterP was the kid with a front pocket with a whole jubilee of pens coming out.
I was the guy that was despised by the kids in the same grade as me because I was popular with the classes under them. Funny thing is it became that way because none of them wanted to be my friend, I didn’t care what they thought though, I was cool with whoever was cool with me, and I didn’t shun anyone who wasn’t (I even talked to the kid who’s name ended in -obby and smelled like *edited*, and also the kid that had a whole jubilee of pens in his front pocket and was weird as *edited*), but I did ten to politely avoid people like this guy. I was too *edited* nice honestly… probably why the cool kids didn’t like me, maybe even feared me since they couldn’t tell what I was capable of lol.
This guy looks like a punk though…
NoDice said:
biteys fun to drink with, expecually when hes on your team tplayibg pong
We really must do it again some time, even though we lost, it was epic.
Alcohol poisoning is SRS BSNS! No seriously though I am all for having a good time but this is how people die… Major if you ever die for this I will not be happy with you, and I will hope that no one feeds you in the after life.
I would suggest go with a Spawn like cape, where it takes over most of the image, kinda like :
Just trying to fuel the creative juices
NuRayZ said:
Bitey said:
NuRayZ said:
Irregardless, i think it has little or nothing to do with their stances, and more to do with the economy, people are on a tight budget, and just can’t afford to donate like they did before.
inb4 irregardless is a double negative!
Quit wasting them ir’s one of these days you’ll wish you had them back.
picky
i do believe it’s “quit wasting those ir’s”
besides, i like using made up words mmmmkay? you aint gonna stop meh neither!
Just promise me you don’t say it IRL in front of professional people mmmmk?
Honestly I think it is a funny word and I like to use it sometimes too
MasterP said:
The CS16 redirects are up. Had to change the ports due to srcds *edited*ness.
Read as : The CS16 redirects are up. Had to change the ports due to SRS BSNS!.
NuRayZ said:
Irregardless, i think it has little or nothing to do with their stances, and more to do with the economy, people are on a tight budget, and just can’t afford to donate like they did before.
inb4 irregardless is a double negative!
Quit wasting them ir’s one of these days you’ll wish you had them back.
For me it is 5 PM – 10 PM except on Saturdays it is 5 PM till whenever, and Sundays pretty much free all day and finally Mondays I am free all day until 10 PM.
MajorMajorMajor said:
Meh I have some pretty weird thoughts about marriage. Never thought about it until this year, but marriage just seems like a way for people to “legitimize” their relationship. I mean I know there are tax benefits and hospital visiting rights that go along with it, but other than that, before marriage and after marriage nothing changes in the relationship. You should still love each other and care about each other. Yea you made “vows” but shouldn’t those vows be implied already in the relationship. You truly love someone you will be faithful, loving, and caring. You don’t need a label.
Except I *edited*ing love weddings. The ceremony telling each other that they will love each other forever followed by unholy amounts of drinking and gluttony with this happy undertone. Best event ever.
I get to be a groomsman for my BFF Brian in June. Mucho excited.
Not only are marriages a public announcement of the two person’s choices to join as one but it is also a celebration of that commitment to one another. I don’t think “vows” should be held before marriage because you are dating and yes while you may care for the person a lot the commitment that you take when you marry someone is a whole lot more than just oh hey we are married now. Or at least that is the way I view it, taking on more of a religious stand point than a government point of view.
We live in a nation of hypocrites. I think that is a problem that needs to be handled on the federal level of government, all immigrants need to be given the chance to gain citizenship, learn to speak English, and pay taxes like everyone else in the US. If they just want to squat, not learn English, and not pay taxes then they can GTFO my country cause I am not paying my hard earned dollars to pay for their babies.
