am i the only one that doesn’t feel sorry for this? Dude, i’m not going to beat around the bush. There are thousands of people in your exact same shoes. Hell there are millions (even billions) who have it a thousand times worse. You lose a girl, it’s not the end of the *edited*ing world. You lose your job, *edited* happens. You don’t finish school, not the first time that has happened to someone. You are suffering from an inflated ego, and that’s what you need to *edited*ing kill. The world doesn’t revolve around you man, and that’s okay. You know the saying, whatever doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger. well it’s true. This self loathing bull*edited* won’t do a *edited* thing for you, there is no quick fix, there is no pill to make you feel better, nothing but yourself to pull you out of the hole you are in.
Unless you have been raped by your dad multiple times when you were a kid, quit *edited*ing crying, stand up, and live life. Ending it because it’s a little tough, is *edited*, cowardly, and incredibly backward.
I’ve been through these thoughts, and while it’s tough, it’s cureable. I’m no jesus, but have you tried any spiritual remedy? Meditation, praying, getting back to nature. Hell even if you don’t believe in God, at least acknowledge there are some really good things in the world to appreciate. A walk in the park to clear the mind definitely helps at times like these.
But yeah inflated ego. I’m no doctor, you don’t have to believe me, but it is what it is. You aren’t those emotions you are feeling. You simply are. “i am”. Repeat that and i bet those feelings go away. Those convoluted thoughts, racing, feelings of depression, developed by that little voice in your head. Silence that and i bet you feel just a little better. <—that’s how you meditate if you didn’t realize it.
It takes time though, don’t let yourself simmer in misery. Don’t believe the emotions and thoughts you are feeling are true. Because they aren’t, only temporary. Every feeling is temporary, it’s just a matter of how long you want to hold that emotion. Let it *edited*ing go dude. Poof. Go get some boobs in your face and feel better already!