What you need to do Right now
Is Stop everything your Doing
Take a break from your life, take a real vacation to Find yourself
Find a way back to the part of your life that you really care about
Figure out how you lost it and if you can get it back
While at the same time reach for the ropes that will pull you away from your sorrow and doubts about life
(Find new Things that interest you and will bring you slowly back, forcing change is hard…and changing things in your life done right will slowly help you heal)
And try to understand that life is a very deep labyrinth with unlit paths that are hard to understand at times but they are leading you
Where they lead you is up to you…You just need to push threw everything else
Other people wont understand you, they wont know what you have been through…even people who have gone through the same things will never be sure.
Because when the dice is thrown, only you will see the outcome.
And these outcomes must be your Decision and what you really want
so says the “- Life’s what you make it”
And i have been to 5 psych in my life for trying to commit suicide…They didn’t help me, for one i sat in a room for 2 hours just playing board games….-.-