NuRayZ said:
am i the only one that doesn’t feel sorry for this? Dude, i’m not going to beat around the bush. There are thousands of people in your exact same shoes. Hell there are millions (even billions) who have it a thousand times worse. You lose a girl, it’s not the end of the *edited*ing world. You lose your job, *edited* happens. You don’t finish school, not the first time that has happened to someone. You are suffering from an inflated ego, and that’s what you need to *edited*ing kill. The world doesn’t revolve around you man, and that’s okay. You know the saying, whatever doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger. well it’s true. This self loathing bull*edited* won’t do a *edited* thing for you, there is no quick fix, there is no pill to make you feel better, nothing but yourself to pull you out of the hole you are in.
Wont lie didnt read 100% of everyones posts but im with nurayz on this one. Been there done that more times then I really care to count. What worked for me and seems to work for other people I know who were in similar situations is to take a break from life. Next step and this one is a little harder is to say f**k it and move to a different city get back to school and reinvent yourself. Sound lame but honestly it works. I know you mentioned money issues and really student loans are not that bad of a thing. If nothing else they server as a tax wright off later on down the road.