YouWinGameOver said:
When I first went to college I had similar *edited* happen to me, without the attempts. This is completely normal when you leave things you love or realize you love. Do you have a good support network?
I have a good support network of friends and family. I’m ridiculously stubborn and just end up pushing them away. I find it really difficult to open up and talk about feelings and such 
I guess the first step is to find a new psychiatrist.
Edit: Anyone know anything about anti-depressants? I’ve heard some pretty *edited*ty things and plan to steer clear of them.