I moved your “my admin” thread to admin discussion after I knew your admin had been removed. For the record I see no apology in the response, if I can’t see it or have to search for it deep in the meaning of your post then it isn’t a real apology.
As for Kuros you learn that most of what he says is jokes, he has earned the right to be able to do that and yet I have seen him when he needs to be serious and he take on his responsibility seriously and with enthusiasm, people wouldn’t have as much of a problem with you if you perhaps wanted to be the next Kuros so to speak, but you would need to follow in the footsteps of what he has done for this community.