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It seems drama goes after me even though i try to dodge ><, alright story time then.
Alright, erm i think we should let everyone know what happened before on this server, with me, and the other faculty, this way everyone knows what we’re talking about instead of shooting bullets left and right. I never recalled the fact that i was really mean or anything, i never hated anyone nor acted upon it in game. But there was an old small little grudge between a few of the Ace and the Admins (when i was in Ace still). They never really got along, especially spades , and i got caught in the middle, both sides were thinking they were better at css. Ya sure i too sometimes would get into it, being argumentative sometimes and a bit full of myself after like a really lucky play, but then again weren’t we all? Having some sort of online-ego war and arguing who’s better, that’s just being rediculous and silly. I’m sure i apologized because i had fault in those too, but if you guys missed it, im sorry for those stupid things i said and done.
So the first real server issue is team stacking, which they were right, we did. I/we got on pseudos before so that we can play on the same team, because i think playing with friends is better than against (not anymore XD). We got our warnings, and stopped and just let the auto-balancer (not as good as Liams back then) take over (yes plural on warnings, since eh, we were a bit naive, then hehe ><)
Another issue that came up and actually resulted in a ban (explained later) is with ghosting. Now before i move, Ace.Spades or alex, always been sketchy with the admins, he’s pretty good, but that’s the issue between him and the other admins. So that day, i was wondering why my admin was taking away. Apparently it was because i was really inactive on the forums, kind hit a brick wall, since i forgot to post. So i went to alt-tab and look it up on the forums and was asking around on steam friends as to why this happened. During this session, alex/spades did something, which i don’t know, was sketchy to Facist.Flakes, an admin in disguise observing. He decided to ban me and him for ghosting. I was afk-at spawn and died around the end of the round, apprently so there was no way i could ghost, i was alt tabbed on forums everything panic’d.
Alex/spades then went on mirc, and acted like a complete arrogant fool, i told him that it wouldn’t work before, but he just acted high and mighty, and apparently i got dragged in with his permanent ban. At that time, i was upset, because a lot of other people were being accused of ghosting/other clans etc, and i thought this was just the loophole to get around the demo requirement =(.
This is when i stopped playing at WCU for like a period of a month or two i think. So then after that span of time. Kuros popped out of nowhere on steam and was like “omg ur still alive” and was like “how come i don’t see you on wcu anymore?” At first i thought it was some kind of sick joke, but he was really sincere so I explained to him that i was permanently banned. He went on to explain that i was never supposed to be, and unbanned me there. So afterwards i’d sneak on wcu once or twice, and it became more occasional.
But as for cheating/ghosting/hacking whatever, that’s a no no. I even stopped joking about that kind of things, ok maybe i still say hax once a while ^^, but yeah… I don’t really have an issue with anyone here really, i always thought you guys were great people to play with and be friends with. As for Kuros, im surprised you just changed so drastically and forgot those things. You were the person who was really nice to me all those times and was the person who unbanned me in this event.
Inside, i always thought that this dramatic series would pop up. Yes, back then i could’ve changed a few things, we all could’ve changed a few course of actions to make things better, but we can’t unwind what has happened. I really hope that, this ends here, because this definitely does not contribute to the community.
This is my story. And i approve of this message :<
I think this is my longest coherent post ever ><